Diary of a Launch Entry 9 Accountability and Laser Focus

This is good.  I'm in the final week of month 4 of my pre-launch preparatory work and training.  Creating my laser focus is in the early development stages.  These first few months have been a bit chaotic, with my energy all over the place.  Learning to recognize how I continue to get pulled to the latest "bright and shining" internet offer.  All the while my OMG coaches continue to guide us to keep our attention on the training within OMG.  Being scattered will only create scattered results.  Follow the clues to success.  Focus  Focus  Focus

David Mills Law of Implication continues to be my guiding light.  "Get time on my side" so I do not rush.  Breathe, relax, stay focused, be calm. I'm not in a race.  Rather, I'm on a journey of building a sustainable prosperous life, being healthy, happy and of great service to others.

I now have 2 "accountability support buddies".  Wonderful women who share similar goals and values as we work to build new incredible lives for ourselves.  One is a local friend and weekly we plan to phone, text, email each other with our intentions for the week.  The other woman is in my OMG group and we will Facebook private message each other about how we are doing with the training, our challenges, and our successes.   

This is my first week I'm ready to commit to a solid 40 hour week on my prep for my first business product launch.  It's taken 5 months, since purchasing the product for my first launch (selling an affiliate product), for me to feel "grounded" enough to move forward on solid actions.   I've been "in the cave" learning how to develop "my offer" and how to get it front of potential customers and clients.

One of my online mentors posed a question today:  "what is your biggest issue or stumbling block in your business right now?"   I pondered this for a bit and answered this way:  Focus, I still get pulled in too many directions.  I have an affiliate product and support to launch it, but each day I keep focusing on more stuff to study in prep.  Mentors keep saying, launch and learn through the process.  I'm still blocked, or at least I'm concerned that I may be.

Then there are the days where I feel, in the bigger picture of my life unfolding, I am handling exactly what is best to be give attention to each day, and my foundation continues to build.  Solid and strong.    

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Diary of a Launch Entry 8 Am I Worth The Effort

My coach trainers are sharing great wisdom for contemplation, for me.  Now.  It is time.  Rubber hits the road as the saying goes.  It's time to look ever so deeply into why I am not fully applying myself to my business launch.  What's going on love?  Self imposed beliefs I've put on myself.  Perhaps.

Stories of blame no longer have merit here.  It's about me.  Am I seeking to prove to the father, that I'm a loser, like he said to me.  I'm now seeing however, how I just created him.  I came in, this life, to clear that inner critic, the loser, the one who falls short, the one who fails others.  It's all ultimately within me, these messages, and in the end, just silly mind chatter.

It's rather liberating to take the power away from the father.  Yes father, I'm saying it, you are no longer responsible for how my life turns out.  Can I get a hallelujah!

Yes!  No more victim stances.  I reclaim my projections.  Let me use that energy for myself.  Love it!  I can feel the energy returning.  Now I can use that attention to see me.  Is it lethargy I am dealing with now?   What's keeping me from moving forward?  I don't need answers from without.  I look within now.  What is this frozen energy as I approach my launch?  This is so very curious!

I'm not going to label it.  I'm going to approach it with interest and care.  True, I have seen that I need to manage my finances better.  Before I increase my money earning power, I need to show to myself that I am a good money manager.  Okay, so I'm looking at that now.  Doing my taxes this week.  Step by step, this puzzle will reveal itself.

Am I worth the effort?  What a powerful question and query.  What does that really mean, to me?  Does money getting always require hard work, high self esteem and a huge inner drive?  I'm not seeking money to prove anything.  And my spiritual path reminds me that Source Creator is my true source, not money.

Do I have an ideal that everything within a path with heart must be joyful, light and happy? 

To be continued.  I wish to "sleep on" these questions and explorations. More will be revealed.  I'm not pushing, I'm exploring.  I'm building relationship and intimacy with my inner navigator and director.